Feeling weak, sick , and like the world is upside down. The long bus ride is really killing me, i really hate it.
Headache, mei is being sick for a long time, she felt awful. I guess i could understand the feeling since i had suffered from dizziness.
Maybe i worried too much, she seemed angry or more likely irritated. And then for one moment she said she is fine, and another she said feel like dying. I tried my best to comfort, but it aint enough, the reason is because i am really feeling bad on the bus. ( My fault, sorry )

It was really a torture to wait for the her msg, time passed seemed very slow. And wat really hurts the most is the msg itself. "Sorry not cure..." , I know that too. But who knows how sad i was then? Maybe, no one cares.

Back home, I kindly rejected to eat the dinner cooked by my aunt. I dun feel like eating, no appetite and no mood.

Later, another msg was received, "No. Shut Up." hiass.. She is really angry at me. And is very angry at me. It is really heart breaking to see the 2 words-Shut up. But no matter how sad and how lousy i felt, i obeyed, only wishing she can have a nice sleep. A night without me being there disturbing her.
Duno should i still wait for her msg, perhaps yes, but i really dunno why she suddenly become so angry? So i'll wait till 1am ya.

Mei... Good night. Sleep tight.