表面上说没关系，其实心里多么的想念你。

If you are reading this. I am saying sorry, a big big SORRY .

When I see your smile,
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

And seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-my-my,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you.
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay!

Stay~~~


Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up for you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up for you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

Your Guardian Angel-The red jumpsuit Apparatus

冰雨(刘德华)

我是在等待一个女孩
还是在等待沉沦苦海
一段情默默灌溉
没有人去管花谢花开
无法肯定的爱左右摇摆
只好把心酸往深心里塞

我是在等待你的回来(嗯)

难道只换回一句活该

一个人静静发呆

两个人却有不同无奈

好好的一份爱啊怎么会慢慢变坏


冷冷的冰雨在脸上胡乱的拍


暖暖的眼泪跟寒雨混成一块


眼前的色彩忽然被掩盖


你的影子无情在身边徘徊


你就像一个刽子手把我出卖


我的心彷佛被剌刀狠狠地宰

悬崖上的爱谁会愿意接受最痛的意外

悬崖上的爱谁会敢去采

还是愿意接受最痛的意外

最爱的女孩

Nice song sia..anyway heard that 刘德华 gonna marry soon le. haha

Painful 6 hours... So many things flow through my mind during this 6 hours. I gave myself so many excuses why you didnt reply my msg or ans my call.

It has been 6 hours, i waited , and i'm still waiting.....

I am afraid. Afraid the same thing is coming again. It has been 2 days that she msg me less and lesser.
Is it a sign or am i juz thinking too much?
Really dun wan it to happen ....
I am afraid... Sob Sob

Mei's arm is injuired. Feel so sad. :( Blame myself being stupid go mention about wat wat chio girl.. aw.. i was such a fool. But deep in my heart i really only concern about u ah.
Heart so pain right now, it hurts to see u injuired. :(
Wanna embrace u in my arms right now. Dun let u feel sad or the pain from the injury.
Mei dun cry....

P.S. That girl is nth compared to u, the most chio girl to me is only u.

So bored now...

Juz woke up this morning, feeling sorry right now. I should not have fallen asleep while she's there waiting for my msg. :( * Punch Myself *

Dunno how is she right now, is she still having a high fever? is she still xin ku?

All I wish is that when she opens her eyes this morning, recovered. XD

Has been dreaming about her continuously for 4 days, quite surprising, as I have never dream about someone more than 2 days in a roll.

Perhaps, I already cannt live without u.

I wan a nicer blogskin. :( But dunno how to make.. :(

Just chatted with her online. Quite glad that she has recovered a bit. Knowing to take care of herself, she went to sleep after chatting for awhile. Hehe, what a guai girl...
Well, so left me feeling bored and lonely again. So ya, i'm now listening to some soft music...
Holidays are indeed boring...

Feeling weak, sick , and like the world is upside down. The long bus ride is really killing me, i really hate it.
Headache, mei is being sick for a long time, she felt awful. I guess i could understand the feeling since i had suffered from dizziness.
Maybe i worried too much, she seemed angry or more likely irritated. And then for one moment she said she is fine, and another she said feel like dying. I tried my best to comfort, but it aint enough, the reason is because i am really feeling bad on the bus. ( My fault, sorry )

It was really a torture to wait for the her msg, time passed seemed very slow. And wat really hurts the most is the msg itself. "Sorry not cure..." , I know that too. But who knows how sad i was then? Maybe, no one cares.

Back home, I kindly rejected to eat the dinner cooked by my aunt. I dun feel like eating, no appetite and no mood.

Later, another msg was received, "No. Shut Up." hiass.. She is really angry at me. And is very angry at me. It is really heart breaking to see the 2 words-Shut up. But no matter how sad and how lousy i felt, i obeyed, only wishing she can have a nice sleep. A night without me being there disturbing her.
Duno should i still wait for her msg, perhaps yes, but i really dunno why she suddenly become so angry? So i'll wait till 1am ya.

Mei... Good night. Sleep tight.

The cute her.

Little did I remenber the last time I am being alone. It was long time ago since she had stepped into my life. She coloured it, infact, still colouring it. My heart suddenly betrayed me, it cares me no more, all my heart thinks of is she now, all it cares about is she now. For that moment I know, I fell into love river.
Days are always sweeter with someone out there accompany. Especially, when is with her.
Sometimes in school I'll day dream during lessons. It is her again, the one appear in my dream. She has that radiant cheeks and her lips curled into a small smile. Her long and smooth hair swing with the evening breeze. And those eyes, juz too attractive that seems can take everyone's breath away with juz a glance. One word to sum it all- Gorgeous.
Something happened yesterday, it was sad. But once again I confirmed myself that I really cannt live without her. I love her too much.
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.
.
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You're the only girl in my heart, no one can replace you. My heart will be empty without you. I am sorry. Mei please please? You are the only one i wanna love, i have never love someone so deep like u b4.

P.S. I love you.