怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

The end

从前从前有个人爱你很久
但偏偏雨渐渐把距离吹得好远
好不容易又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后你好像还是说了
拜拜

珍惜

曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我的面前，我没有珍惜，等到失去的时候才追悔莫及，人世间最痛苦的事情莫过于此。如果上天能够给我一个重新来过的机会，我会对那个女孩子说三个字：“我爱你”。如果非要给这份爱加上一个期限，我希望是，一万年。

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mei. Can tell me wat happened? we have been through so much.. so so muc hand now u wan to put an end to it? even without telling me? why??? Why is this so?? do i reali deserve it? U told me u love me for real... do u reali bu yao wo le??..

Mei a... dun nid afraid hurt my feelings or not.. tell me the truth. do u reali reali reali love me? cos i am a little confused. maybe u also noticed, the days aren't like b4. those sweet talks in sms are no long there.. i wonder is our love still strong and not fading away with time... is ur heart only me?

想念

你不爱我了对吧？我知道。

刚才听听《星晴》这首歌，竟感觉无比的孤单。“手牵手一步两步三步四步望着天,看星星一颗两颗三颗四颗连成线.”你看，这句多浪漫呀。我爱的人呀，你离我走的好远好远。好想也浪漫一次，可是却.....那么那么的遥远遥远。

寂寞，已不知不觉地成为了我唯一的陪伴。
回忆，已成为我脑海不断播放的电影。
眼泪，已不再那么陌生。
电话，已是唯一的依靠。

等待在--永恒，刹那，刹那，永恒。

偶然

我是天空里的一片云，
偶尔投影在你的波心——
　你不必惊异，
　更无须欢喜——
在转瞬间消灭了踪影。
　
你我相逢在黑夜的海上，
你有你的，我有我的，方向；
　你记得也好，
　最好你忘掉，
在这交会时互放的光亮。

船

一只小船
不知什么缘故
倾斜地搁浅在
荒凉的礁岸上
油漆还没褪尽
风帆已经折断
既没有绿树垂荫
连青草也不肯生长

满潮的海面
只在离它几米的地方
波浪喘息着
水鸟焦灼地扑打翅膀
无限的大海
纵有辽远的疆域
咫尺之内
却丧失了最后的力量

隔着永恒的距离
他们怅然向望
爱情穿过生死的界限
世纪的空间
交织着万古常新的目光
难道真挚的爱
将随着船板一起腐烂
难道飞翔的灵魂
将终身监禁在自由的门槛

Baby, I have so much things to tell u, yet i didnt have the chance, that's why i'mma here, blogging.
Maybe u dont know or dont understand, that i reali miss you a lot. Oh Yes i do.
I waited long for your msg, there isn't any, and when i finally call ... wat i heard is only you saying you're busy. I got totally no clue wat you're busying at. Perhaps, I shouldn't know, perhaps it is better to keep it a secret so it wont futher breaks my heart.
Oh baby, i'm confused, a thousand thoughts racing in my mind as each second of silence fell between us.
Nvm nvm...I dun nid any reasons, neither do i nid any comforts. I only nid ya, my baby , to tell me that you still love me , still need me by your side...

Listening to Addicted by Stevie Hoang. Quite a nice song.
Today is Sunday, 19/4/09. Only 5 months left to O lvl. Gotta stop slacking and really study hard.

Time wouldnt change my love for you. I love you mei. Forever. Hope now is juz a pause between us and not a stop... Do u still love me?

表面上说没关系，其实心里多么的想念你。

If you are reading this. I am saying sorry, a big big SORRY .

When I see your smile,
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

And seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up for you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-my-my,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you.
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay!

Stay~~~


Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up for you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up for you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

Your Guardian Angel-The red jumpsuit Apparatus

冰雨(刘德华)

我是在等待一个女孩
还是在等待沉沦苦海
一段情默默灌溉
没有人去管花谢花开
无法肯定的爱左右摇摆
只好把心酸往深心里塞

我是在等待你的回来(嗯)

难道只换回一句活该

一个人静静发呆

两个人却有不同无奈

好好的一份爱啊怎么会慢慢变坏


冷冷的冰雨在脸上胡乱的拍


暖暖的眼泪跟寒雨混成一块


眼前的色彩忽然被掩盖


你的影子无情在身边徘徊


你就像一个刽子手把我出卖


我的心彷佛被剌刀狠狠地宰

悬崖上的爱谁会愿意接受最痛的意外

悬崖上的爱谁会敢去采

还是愿意接受最痛的意外

最爱的女孩

Nice song sia..anyway heard that 刘德华 gonna marry soon le. haha

Painful 6 hours... So many things flow through my mind during this 6 hours. I gave myself so many excuses why you didnt reply my msg or ans my call.

It has been 6 hours, i waited , and i'm still waiting.....

I am afraid. Afraid the same thing is coming again. It has been 2 days that she msg me less and lesser.
Is it a sign or am i juz thinking too much?
Really dun wan it to happen ....
I am afraid... Sob Sob

Mei's arm is injuired. Feel so sad. :( Blame myself being stupid go mention about wat wat chio girl.. aw.. i was such a fool. But deep in my heart i really only concern about u ah.
Heart so pain right now, it hurts to see u injuired. :(
Wanna embrace u in my arms right now. Dun let u feel sad or the pain from the injury.
Mei dun cry....

P.S. That girl is nth compared to u, the most chio girl to me is only u.

So bored now...

Juz woke up this morning, feeling sorry right now. I should not have fallen asleep while she's there waiting for my msg. :( * Punch Myself *

Dunno how is she right now, is she still having a high fever? is she still xin ku?

All I wish is that when she opens her eyes this morning, recovered. XD

Has been dreaming about her continuously for 4 days, quite surprising, as I have never dream about someone more than 2 days in a roll.

Perhaps, I already cannt live without u.

I wan a nicer blogskin. :( But dunno how to make.. :(

Just chatted with her online. Quite glad that she has recovered a bit. Knowing to take care of herself, she went to sleep after chatting for awhile. Hehe, what a guai girl...
Well, so left me feeling bored and lonely again. So ya, i'm now listening to some soft music...
Holidays are indeed boring...

Feeling weak, sick , and like the world is upside down. The long bus ride is really killing me, i really hate it.
Headache, mei is being sick for a long time, she felt awful. I guess i could understand the feeling since i had suffered from dizziness.
Maybe i worried too much, she seemed angry or more likely irritated. And then for one moment she said she is fine, and another she said feel like dying. I tried my best to comfort, but it aint enough, the reason is because i am really feeling bad on the bus. ( My fault, sorry )

It was really a torture to wait for the her msg, time passed seemed very slow. And wat really hurts the most is the msg itself. "Sorry not cure..." , I know that too. But who knows how sad i was then? Maybe, no one cares.

Back home, I kindly rejected to eat the dinner cooked by my aunt. I dun feel like eating, no appetite and no mood.

Later, another msg was received, "No. Shut Up." hiass.. She is really angry at me. And is very angry at me. It is really heart breaking to see the 2 words-Shut up. But no matter how sad and how lousy i felt, i obeyed, only wishing she can have a nice sleep. A night without me being there disturbing her.
Duno should i still wait for her msg, perhaps yes, but i really dunno why she suddenly become so angry? So i'll wait till 1am ya.

Mei... Good night. Sleep tight.

The cute her.

Little did I remenber the last time I am being alone. It was long time ago since she had stepped into my life. She coloured it, infact, still colouring it. My heart suddenly betrayed me, it cares me no more, all my heart thinks of is she now, all it cares about is she now. For that moment I know, I fell into love river.
Days are always sweeter with someone out there accompany. Especially, when is with her.
Sometimes in school I'll day dream during lessons. It is her again, the one appear in my dream. She has that radiant cheeks and her lips curled into a small smile. Her long and smooth hair swing with the evening breeze. And those eyes, juz too attractive that seems can take everyone's breath away with juz a glance. One word to sum it all- Gorgeous.
Something happened yesterday, it was sad. But once again I confirmed myself that I really cannt live without her. I love her too much.
.
.
.
.
You're the only girl in my heart, no one can replace you. My heart will be empty without you. I am sorry. Mei please please? You are the only one i wanna love, i have never love someone so deep like u b4.

P.S. I love you.